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Have you ever wondered what actions you could have taken/avoided in the past that could change your life as you know it now?

I sit here in Starbucks, drinking a Frappucino I can’t afford, in a hour most would spend doing honest work, looking at the reflection of life in the black shiny surface of a floor tile, and I wonder “what if.”

It’s not a pleasant feeling.

I feel like I’m 8 years old once again, playing Street Fighter or some equivalent fighting game on my brother’s Sega, pressing any and all the buttons at the same time because I don’t really know what how to play.

Restart. restart. restart.